style in da house

me in a crowded place

Η ζωη μου μ εχει μαθει να κραταω πισινες,
να προγραμματιζω το αυριο με εμπειριες χτεσινες
κι οσα εμαθα απ αυτες τις μερες μου τις λιγοστες,
θα προσπαθησω να σου πω μες τις επομενες γραμμες.

Καταρχας, μαθε τα λογια σου να μετρας,
γιατι η ζωη τα φερνει ετσι που τους ορκους σου πατας
και μαθε πως δεν εισαι αυτο που διχνει ο καθρεφτης,
γιατι το πρωι αληθειες λες το βραδυ νιωθεις ψευτης.
Να μαθαινεις απ το καθε συμβαν και να ξηγιεσαι γιατι οι ανθρωποι πληγωνονται,
οι μεγαλυτεροι μαλακες δεν τη παιζουνε καν και οι μεγαλυτερες πουτανες δεν πληρωνονται.
Αν στ αληθεια αγαπας, να το λες σαν τρελος, ακομα και αν παιζει τους αλλους να κουρασει,
δε το πιστευω μα ακομα και αν υπηρχε Θεος, με τοσο μισος θα θελε να μας ξεχασει..
Να μην πικραινεις κανεναν τουλαχιστον συνειδητα, γιατι μπορει για παντα να τον στιγματισεις
και κεινος να σε συγχωρεσει γιατι αληθεια σ αγαπα, μα απ τις τυψεις σου ισως και να τον μισησεις.
Να προσεχεις το που πας, και τα βραδια οταν γυρνας, μην περνας απο κακοφημα λημερια,
εχε το νου σου ομως ζησε και μη το παρατραβας, γιατι αν θελει να σε βρει σε βρισκει και τα μεσσημερια..

Να σαι παντα συνεπης και αν μπορεις να μην αργεις στα ραντεβου σου και στην ωρα σου να φτασεις,
μα αμα δεις οτι σε στυνουν και δε νοιαστηκε κανεις, μην περιμενεις να ρθουν ως που να γερασεις.
Αμα ξερεις το σωστο να το κανεις στο λεπτο, γιατι το λαθος ευκολα σε παρασερνει
κι αμα θες καπου να πεις συγνωμη ή ευχαριστω, πες το νωρις γιατι η ζωη αλλιως τα φερνει..
Να περιμενεις πρωτου πραξεις οταν εισαι θυμωμενος, γιατι ισως κανεις κατι που μετανιωσεις
και οταν εκεινος που σε λατρευε σε κοιταξει σαν ξενος, θα ναι πια πολυ αργα να το διορθωσεις.
Να δινεις τοπο στην οργη οπως κανω και γω, για μαλακιες να μην τσακωνεσαι τοσο,
μα για ανθρωπους που αγαπω θα μπορουσα να σκοτωθω και αν χρειαζοταν θα μπορουσα να σκοτωσω.
Να εισαι παντα ευγενικος και χαμογελαστος, απ τις μαγκιες δεν κρινεται ο ανδρισμος σου
και εσενα κοπελια, δεν σε κανει θηλυκια, ο αριθμος των αριθμων στο κινητο σου.

Μα πως να πεις, τοσες εμπειριες ζωης, μεσα σ ενα κομματι καπως μεθυσμενο,
πες το σοφια ή απλως αδυναμια της στιγμης και να ακουσω τις δικιες σου περιμενω...

Finding the strength to say " I'm here "

Being ONE for more than you ever had imagined is something that you think that happens only to lucky people

 not to you

because you were always different, somehow unlucky in love stuff, friendly to weird situations!

 Living the absolute for 1.5 year, living the impossible for 6 months is something that make my 2011 better than I could imagine for my whole life!

Loving someone so much that your heart stop when you think of your hands touching each other is something that I could wish to everybody! Ant :)

It travels me where i dream - يسافر معي حيث أحلم

When the one thing you’re looking for
Is nowhere to be found
And you back stepping all of your moves
Trying to figure it out
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in
Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm

'Cause you’re shivering cold                                                                                         

                                         

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye

Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

So long you’ve been running in circles
'Round what’s at stake

But now the times come for your feet to stand still in one place
You wanna reach out
You wanna give in

Your head’s wrapped around what’s around the next bend
You wish you could find something warm
'Cause you’re shivering cold

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye
Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you
I would have found you

It was your first taste of love
Living upon what you had

It’s the first thing you see as you open your eyes
The last thing you say as your saying goodbye

Something inside you is crying and driving you on
'Cause if you hadn't found me
I would have found you 
I would have found you [Ant :)]

Being apart - staying ONE

Kenya

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing but I can try for your heart

And our dreams and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving

Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart
Why are we here? And where do we go? And how come it’s so hard?

Saint Petersburg, Russia

 It’s not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together

Brighter Future

On every new year ever we are making wishes for the year to come, we dream of a series of some extraordinary minutes that will shape our worldview for the upcoming year!

On every new year ever we are making wishes for the year to come, we imagine a more indipendent self, a more structured world, an easier way of living. 

But when is the time for some actions? In fact, now.

We use to think all the past moments that made us feel sure-full-proud-cool and all these emotions that last for some lucky minutes! And then what? 

Again in the race against the time and the routine of everyday life, again in the same race against the stereotypical thoughts and the people that made us cry, laugh, jump etc etc. 

What about actions? What about happiness?

I remembered my lovely Lennon who was there to say loud and proud "Stop the War" (with this shity Yoko Ono :S). After that I remembered this ad in the Greek TV where a couple leave a young girl spend unforgettable and cruel momemnts in her home while they hear the domestic violence from the floor above! 

So, give it away now!!!!

A very nice excersise that I read in a friend's blog is the below:

Get a big paper, create 12 columns, on the top of each one write a month. Think of the last year and write down things you did last year (you can check your mails, calendar, emails, mobile phones, etc in order to remeber the most things possible). Then draw a line showing how good or not that good your mood was last year on each month.

Stop dreaming of a year similar to the best year that you have already lived because you don't give the space to new unexpected  moments to come! 

The secret is where you forgot to search ;)

The feeling of the uncomplete will smoothly leave if the people that will continue your own dreams are there to make you feel proud and safe for your past, if you are sure for your past it will be much more easier to accept that the good times have passed and it's up to you to create a brighter future! 

"P.S. I believe you!"